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Fuck this. Kris admitted as much that he thinks I'm a child. And he said other people did, too. I wonder who those "other people" are. Morgan, definitely. Kara, possibly. Sometimes I wonder whether Devin thinks that, too.

Great. Now Kris is going to have me very insecure. And I feel like going into the Cowden MPC for a bit and sobbing. Perhaps I'll do that.

Better

So, I had my first good cry in a long time in the Cowden computer lab. I have never had anyone belittle me like Kris did. In all my years of teasing, no one got to me like he did. I've trusted all of my friends not to betray me like he did. I've trusted them not to hurt me, as only they could. And now, I'm not sure, except for three of them, who I can trust. Because I thought that Kris would always be there and wouldn't do something like that. And I'm wrong. And now I'm going to be paranoid every single time I'm around people that aren't Tina, Angela, or George.