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I've realized that there are some people I've come to count on for support. It's not always the best thing, but it's true. How I know this is Anthony. He was (or rather, is) one of those people.
I was literally bouncing yesterday and today. And, even though I didn't see him for much more than two hours, I feel a lot better. A hell of a lot better than I did yesterday. The last two days have been...very bad for my emotional well-being. But seeing him....it didn't really change anything in my life, but it just made me feel a lot better about hwat's going to happen. More as if I'm in control of my own life rather than my life being in control of me. I can deal with that.
I was literally bouncing yesterday and today. And, even though I didn't see him for much more than two hours, I feel a lot better. A hell of a lot better than I did yesterday. The last two days have been...very bad for my emotional well-being. But seeing him....it didn't really change anything in my life, but it just made me feel a lot better about hwat's going to happen. More as if I'm in control of my own life rather than my life being in control of me. I can deal with that.
